sometimes I do let things slip.
no decisions, no choices - no anything of the kind.
this is pretty irresponsible and childish.
especially when such "grown up" and "serious" things as my future job are concerned.
but...
being passive this way has always worked well for me.
it is like I really am a child, and when I cannot bring myself to do something, some hypothetic adult just does whatever is best for me.
it is not an excuse for not doing what should be done.
but what a temptation!
and, oh, sorry, I am not showing off, I just cannot help it.